losing control..

ya allah..
give me sum strength..
i dun think i can't handle it nemore..
am totally lost..
i feel like giving up..
useless.. a loser..
am not motivated like i used to..
i can't stop thinking bout it..
i can't even slept at night!
am sick..
am getting mad easily..
am losing control..

damn... this game is getting harder.. i can't even step forward..
is already reaching my limit..

ya allah.. subhanallah.. allahuakbar...
hanya Engkau Yang Maha Mendengar...
maka dengarkanlah rintihan hambamu yang amat lemah.. amat hina ini..
aku bermohon padamu Ya Allah..
berikanlah aku pertolongan dan keredhaan mu..
kurniakanlah aku kekuatan.. kesabaran.. kemudahan
untuk semua ini...