Monday, 26 January 2009

fix me

hurm.. it's been a while for me not writing dis blog .. xtau nk tulis aper.. tgh bosan2 baca notes my ears suddenly catch dis song [coldplay-fix you] i never really listen to d lyric.. i think it's a beautiful song..

When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

When the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

it's true tho.. sometimes suddenly u feel wut u want.. wut u dream of.. it's actually nothing.. u tried urself to make u feel it's worth.. but it's not.. u wanna give up.. but u dunno where to go.. so u just go with the flow.. hoping someday it'll be d thing dat make u happy.. hoping dat someday in future u'll say dis is d rite thing to do.. suit u better.. but.. can u stand all of dis? chasing sumthing dat u urself can't assure will make u feel great.. wut happen then? one thing for sure.. u won't try ur best... ur heart feel so cold.. now u dun really care where it leads u to.. d time just passing by through u.. but u still there...u r stuck.. u do stupid things coz u feel so insecure... u know dis is so wrong but u can't put an end to it..

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

yeah.. i just wanna find my 'home'. Home.. d place dat give u forever love n care... d place where u don't have to pretend to be anybody else.. d place where u feel great bout urself.. d place where u get unstoppable support n courage..
so.. where is d light? guide me to d place i called 'home'....
Is there anyone willing to fix me?