day one : 10 things bout me

1. obviously i won't give you my full name.. hehe.. it's me rinie.. =P

2. suda 25yo.. tua dah.. have a car! (wee~^_^) getting my job soon (come faster la! aiyoo).. not married.. dun have a bf and dun want to..

3. people said am nerdy but very naughty (how is that possible???) back in my old days... sumtimes very nerdy.. sumtimes am become very naughty... sumtimes too shy.. sumtimes too loud...! seriously! thinking back then.. am a weirdo... hee~

4. saya suka makan apa-apa saja yang saya rasa sedap.. if tak sedap.. saya akan senyum kelat sambil makan ~seb baek senyum jer.. if im comfortable enuf eating with you.. i'll start complaining.. (and owh potensi tak habis makan sgt tinggi)

5. sayer cepat marah orangnyer.. EMO.. sy tak suka pada benda yg saya tak ley control.. sayer cukup benci org tetiba menjerit kat muka sayer... tetiba nanti raser panas meletup2... tgn raser cam ringan jer.. (tp sy tak wat aper2 ok?) slalu diam jer.. tp dari air muka mmg xley control lg smpi skang.. muka akn merah padam.. mater akan jd sgt tajam cam bley telan org.. sayer kalo raser dah nk marah.. saya akan crk air.. or go anywhere alone..(sebelum sy melazer/mengamuk... sy akn lari.. truk kalo sy dah mengeluarkan kater2).. tp snanyer bkan ssh sgt nak cool.. i just need org yg bersuara dgn lemah lembut menasihati sabo rinie.. istighfar.. slalu dah ok dah.. tp nanti mata berair.. sbb xley kuar marah.. air mata yg kuar nanti.. jap jer.. biar slama 10 minit.. then i'll be ok..

6. sayer suka deny ni.. sayer raser sy kuat nanges... sbb sayer sensitif orgnyer.. sket2 air mata nak bergenang.. tp sy tak nanges mende2 gedik ok.. i'll cry if u hurt me.. or i know am hurting people.. or bout my family.. or bout my work.. err.. so mende2 gedik tu camner? haha.. xtau.. saya just kdg2 raser org nanges sbb nak attention.. sy kalo nak nanges sy akn lari jauh2.. saya benci btul org nmpk sy nanges snayer..

7. sy sgt tidak stabil.. btul.. sy cuba nak jadi bdak pompuan yg baik.. sopan santun kater2.. tp kdg2 raser hipokrit sggh.. tp.. kwn sy kater.. bkan hipokrit.. kiter cuba ubah diri jadi a better person.. tp still sy raser itu bukan saya.. mcm ader evil di dalam hati meronta2 nk kuar dlm diri.. sbb tu sy raser sy perlu dikelilingi org2 alim... sy raser sy respect org2 cggini.. saya teringn jd mereka.. and i mean yg alim+ ikhlas hatinya + sabo + bijak + tidak taksub kepada parti politik (eyh2 tetiba pulak?.. sbb sy rs nanti perjuangannya melencong) + open minded + loud (but not too loud) + tegas + sopan ~saya cair ngan org cggini.. hee~

8. if i accidentally met my crush.. i'll become a stone.. my hand are very cold.. i can't even speak.. raser cam xley nak kuar sore ni.. tersekat lak.. my face jd pucat.. and it'll turn red if he talks to me.. dang.. after that i'll be very blur like... err... are you seriously talking to me? OMG.. OMG.. OMG... (hahaha.. no la that's only d 1st met) after that i'll be very self-control.. budget xsuker d guy... mcm 'ko tak penting weyh dlm idup aku!' hehe... so if i met u guys for d 1st time.. then i rileks jer cam xder mender.. or after few meetings am not ignoring you... then obviously u r not my crush.. hahaha

9. sayer suker shopping online!!! hee~ sbb sy xsuker kuar rumah... tp skang dah xder duit.. so xley shopping dah.. biler la nak keje ni.. huu~

10. sy nampak je sombong.. tp sy baek snanyer.. hee~ (puji diri sendiri.. ley x?) ok.. obviously i dun hv idea dah.. =P

one of the stupidest things I've heard!

“Why can’t you just accept me?” she says
“Why can’t I just be me?” she says
Time and time again
You speak of democracy
Yet you rob me of my liberty
All I want is equality
Why can’t you just let me be free?

But don’t you see?
That I’m truly free
This piece of scarf on me
I wear so proudly
To preserve my dignity
My modesty
My integrity
So let me be
She says with a smile
I’m the one who’s free

"free" song by Sami Yusuf

finding YOU =]

It's always been about me myself and I
If all relationships were nothing but a waste of time
I never wanted to be anybody's other half
I was happy to say that our love wouldn't last
That was the only way I knew till i met you

You make we wanna say
I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo
Yeah, I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo
Cause every time before we spend like
Maybe yes and maybe no
I can live without it, I can let it go
Ooh, I did, I get myself into
You make we wanna say I do, I do, I do, I do, I do, I do,

Tell me is it only me
Do you feel the same?
You know me well enough to know that I'm not playing games
I promise I won't turn around and I won't let you down
You can trust and never feel it now
Baby there's nothing, there's nothing we can't get through

So can we say
I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo
Oh baby, I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo
Cause every time before we spend like
Maybe yes and maybe no
I won't live without it, I won't let it go
Wooh Can I get myself into
You make we wanna say

Me a family, a house a family
Ooh, can we be a family?
And when I'm old and sit next to you.

And when we remember when we said
I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo
Oh baby, I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo
Cause every time before we spend like
Maybe yes and maybe no
I won't live without it, I won't let it go
Just look at what we got ourselves into
You make we wanna say I do, I do, I do, I do, I do, I do,
Love you

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