fydo sydo

baru hbs meeting.. akhirnya aku pn kena msk gak fydo sydo ni.. means a year more in kuantan.. hbs meeting aku pn msk surgery cam biasa.. tetiba time wat patient2 ni.. aku mcm ter'flash back' masa aku wat patient time aku blaja.. so much diff.. aku xperlu lari2 kejar doc.. pujuk2 pasien.. dgn adanya fydo sydo ni.. makanya kembalilah aku ke zaman study ku.. sama.. mintak sign supervisor.. case discussion.. case report.. + mintak feedback dsa and patient lg..
cuma... aku ttp rasa lain.. maybe sbb i dun have a really good company with me here.. a gud laugh.. dun really enjoy my life here.. am not even feel like am having a gud food like i used to.. or maybe im missing my frens.. then that's y ive become fussy..

i just miss my life back then..


mood : tidak bersemangat utk membuat aper2..

i dun mind if u r far away
i'll be waiting for u anyway

It's not easy to make me hate someone.

I can tolerate your lack of punctuality.

I can tolerate you being a bother

I can tolerate the messes you constantly make.

I can tolerate your ineffeciency.

I can tolerate you not listening to me.

I can tolerate you testing my patience all the time.

I can tolerate you invading my privacy.

I can tolerate you doing exactly the opposite of what I tell you.

I can tolerate a lot of things from you for which I have zero tolerance for with others but the one thing I can’t tolerate with you is when you don’t respect me. When you don’t address me in the manner I deserve to be addressed. When I can’t talk you even with just one statement without being disrespected. When whatever I say or do becomes a joke to you, that’s when I lose my patience fully.

Don’t expect me to talk to you because in doing so, only I know how much I’m being hurt. You don’t deserve my patience, or my kindness or my persistence. Not even Allah helps the one who doesn’t help himself so what should I bother?

Screw you. Do whatever you want, it’s officially none of my concern anymore.

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I like this clear cut truth, take it or leave it. Masha Allah. Jazakallahu khairan.

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'kawenlah rini.. aku pn risau tgk ko duk sengsorg jejauh cggitu.. dah la byk org giler skang.. mak bpk ko xyah risau dah.. senang'

haih.. kalo bley order suami mcm drive through mcd tu.. snang la jgk nak trus kawen kan? hehe


note : kawan.. jgn bebel boleh? pnat la dgr org bebel.. hehe.. i lap u kawan.. =]

Oh Allah..

Oh Allah…

I told you: I’m in pain

You said: ‘Do not despair of the mercy of Allaah’ (39:53)

I told you: Nobody knows what is in my heart

You said: ‘Verily, in the remembrance of Allah do hearts find rest’ (13:28)

I told you: Many people hurt me

You said: ‘So pardon them and ask forgiveness for them’ (3:159)

I told you: I feel I’m alone

You said: ‘We are closer to him than [his] jugular vein’ (50:16)

I told you: My sins are so many

You said: ‘And who can forgive sins except Allah?’ (3:135)

I told you: Do not leave me

You said: ‘So remember Me; I will remember you…’ (2:152)

I told you: I’m facing a lot of difficulties in life

You said: ‘And whoever fears Allah – He will make for him a way out’ (65:2)

I told you: I have many dreams that I want to come true

You said: ‘Call upon Me; I will respond to you.’ (40:60)

Subhan’Allah...

sources : lightofguidance

SCREW them!

Sometimes, we think that we did the best we could but unfortunately that is not the best action recognized by the others. We have to please them all the time but they never pleased us. So, from now on pls make our heart happy first and appreciated our body, mind & soul. Others? Screw them.