Tuesday 20 September 2011

am sorry

i hate myself
am not blaming u love
i just hate coz am missing u so much
desperately wanna see u
so it's hurt each time i hear ur voice
am not angry
i just hurt
am sorry
i love u

(T__________T)

Monday 19 September 2011

homesick!


i miss home
FULL STOP!



Saturday 10 September 2011

fikir dulu ye sebelum cakap =)

siapa yg kau gelakkan? hukum Allah? pikir la dulu sebelum cakap.. or kalau xder ilmu tu jgn nak argue or pandai2 wat fatwa sendiri utk memudahkan diri sendiri... yg salah tetap salah.. aku xckp aku baik.. aku ngaku kot aku mmg salah tp xderla plak aku berani nak melawak biler org tegur ko ngan fatwa kot.. bley eyh ko ksk excuse cggitu lak kat Allah nanti?

sengal.. yg haram tetap haram.. tak yah nak poyo..

hati panas.. walaupun aku xterlibat dlm conversation tu.. tp bila dengar berasap gak bila hukum Allah jadi bahan gelak bdak2 xcukup ilmu ni.. sabo gak bdak sorg ni ksk advise.. truskan usaha yer.. aku xlyk nk nasihat since aku pun bkan baik sgt.. org mcm aku lg la xkan didengar ye x?
Do you ever...

Walk down the street and compare yourself to that girl?

The one with the

  • thin waist
  • perfect bust/bum
  • toned arms
  • slender neck
  • long legs
  • tight abs

You know, the one that all the other girls wish to be like. The one all the guys wan to be with?

How easy is it for us to compare ourselves to these girls?

But when you see a Muslim woman in proper hijab, you don’t notice her waist, bust, bum, arms, neck, legs, abs. You don’t notice any of those traits. All you notice is her covering. You may notice her personality in the way she walks,the way she talks, the way she is.

She’s the one that all the girls wish they were like; because they’re respected for more than what she looks like. She’s respected for what she is.

A woman of God.

& it’s not to say that the woman who doesn’t properly wear Hijab is not a woman of God, that’s not the point at all. The point is that this woman is following the obligation of Allah swt in that aspect; of covering herself.

You may be a woman of God in many ways; in prayers, in fasting, in giving charity. But shouldn’t you be a woman of God in all the ways, including covering yourself for His sake?

Thursday 8 September 2011

fydo sydo

baru hbs meeting.. akhirnya aku pn kena msk gak fydo sydo ni.. means a year more in kuantan.. hbs meeting aku pn msk surgery cam biasa.. tetiba time wat patient2 ni.. aku mcm ter'flash back' masa aku wat patient time aku blaja.. so much diff.. aku xperlu lari2 kejar doc.. pujuk2 pasien.. dgn adanya fydo sydo ni.. makanya kembalilah aku ke zaman study ku.. sama.. mintak sign supervisor.. case discussion.. case report.. + mintak feedback dsa and patient lg..
cuma... aku ttp rasa lain.. maybe sbb i dun have a really good company with me here.. a gud laugh.. dun really enjoy my life here.. am not even feel like am having a gud food like i used to.. or maybe im missing my frens.. then that's y ive become fussy..

i just miss my life back then..


mood : tidak bersemangat utk membuat aper2..